Sometimes when I read my bible, I cry and wonder if someone can understand what the Lord is saying. I read and then pray for His grace to run this race to the end with the Lord saying "Welcome thou good and faithful servant" Remember Apostle Paul fearing that after He has preached to others, then he be cast away or disqualified by the Lord. So you can preach and not reach the finish line!!! But I roughly treat my body, and bring it into subjection: lest that by any means, when I have preached to others, I myself should be disqualified. (1Cor.9:27) Matt.7:13-14 Enter through the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and spacious and broad is the way that leads away to destruction, and many are those who are entering through it. But the gate is narrow (contracted by pressure) and the way is straitened and compressed that leads away to life, and few are those who find it. Walking with the Lord isn't a popular road to trave...